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.Tuesday, August 31, 2010 ' 11:11 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted

I've decided to leave this blog as memories. I want to start a new chapter by not continuing in here but to other blog. I will update you readers my new URL in case you would want an update about my life. I want to close this chapter. I don't want to continue here because this blog so the kenangan.

Life has been tough for me. The hearts. The friendship. The family. The career. The Life..

I've learnt so much in this 2010.


I would want to change something in my life. My attitude. My character. But never my personality. Because its already there in the blood. Behaviour change can. But takes time. I would love to update more about what has happened but it seems that it summarises to this short story..

I want to tell you something..


It is not possible to turn back time. But you can change something in the present so that the future will not be like the past..





.Monday, August 23, 2010 ' 8:02 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted

I love my 2007.

I still can't get a year that is much better than 2007. Somehow contacting you connects me to my 2007.


Thank you. But my heart can't accept the fact that...
..& its all over. You can't bring it out.





.Saturday, August 21, 2010 ' 9:33 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted

Yesterday was the most happiest ever. Everything come in a day. I'm feeling peace after the message was received, I'm feeling cheeky when a conversation was being brought up and sorry I got no answers for you, and my job was so stabilized and organized. Yesterday was my first time coming back home with my heart so light. I have all the answers now..

All that has happened, I take it positively and learnt.
But what that made me so disappointed was after what happened that night, you left me hanging but you said you hope that you're not giving me hopes. So how? Kejam tak? Rabak tak? Think back again what has happened. Last time aku tak kasi kau hope sampai mcm tu skali.

Its all over now.
I can now live in peace.

Friendship still remains...

Sesungguhnya Tuhan saja yang tahu betapa gembiranya aku kerana at last aku ada jawapannya.
Thank you for letting me live in peace.


Yer memang betul kau da pernah bilang aku jwpan kau tetapi itu sbelom the incident happened when we were star gazing, made me hoping for you. Now you know why I was like hoping? Dasyat.





.Sunday, August 15, 2010 ' 1:32 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted











This is so touching..





.Saturday, August 14, 2010 ' 6:10 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted

after all the Xrays I went to, all the blood tests I've 'donated', the results were...

I can't explain.
I have much suffering from illnesses. I asked the doctor and ASSUMING this and that which one of them was.. Cancer.


And they just give me the look.
Shut the look and give me the answer!!!!
I got no hopes. All gone..

I miss everything.
No one to turn to. And if the results are out, I will not reveal it and just pendam..
Will there be cure? Will there be any operations? I'm depressed..
Sickness is getting worst despite treatment given in A&E.





.Friday, August 13, 2010 ' 10:08 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted

I dreamt of you!!!

I dreamt that I was having my haircut on err..mattress? Well I think kedai canggih ah. Then I called you I think then this person angkat and said you were gone donnoe where. His name is Muhammad Arif. AND HE ASKED "awak cintakan dia?" "Apa yg da jadi Aisyah?" So I told him. He said you're his brother and I was like..brother mana sey?? Cant recall any names. I told him everything.and then this question was asked and I was stunned..


"So how do you feel right now?"
You should know how I feel then u asked me? So from there I realised I got pranked. By you! And I was happiie gila babi dpt bobal ngn kau!! so kita talk and talk!!




i guess its just a dream...
I just need you by my side. Not by my side but in my life..
I don't want you to leave if there is any need.





.Thursday, August 12, 2010 ' 9:26 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted

the worst incident I ever encounter!!






no one knows about this. until they saw my face very pucat. its obvious. Diagnosed with G.A.D? haizz...





.Wednesday, August 11, 2010 ' 8:28 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted

I'm not going to talk to you, nor smile at you nor anything of everything to you!! I'm just going to give you kambing smile. You're the worst person I ever known!! Though I can't get rid of you, I'm just going to focus on what is to be focused. Do you know you've made a big impact towards me? go fcuk off!!!


And so what I CAN'T MIND MY LANGUAGE. it's my blog!!!


Everyday tengok muka kau jelak kau tau!! bukan jelak je. MENYAMPAH!! tapi kerana aku bekerja krana utk patient aku, aku terpaksa bekerja bersama kau!! but u made my job unstable you *%&45$%5(*%^%9$(*#$^)%!!!!!





.Monday, August 9, 2010 ' 8:45 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted

Am I totally Insane? No I'm not! People would say you are desperate when actually you're just in Love. 24 hours waiting for at least a contact will make your day so disappointing and just suddenly become bizarre. I like it when the person I miss randomly msg me. But it would be more happier if continuous msging me. hahaha!! Life is short la. Someone wanted me to type here of how I am feeling because I'm in a situation of..I don't know. Love? Disappointment? I don't know. But I'm ikhlas typing it here of cause.

He's a person that blinded me to the surrounding but focuses on what I am doing. He taught me about life, love and sincerity. I fell once, he cheered me up and brought me up again. I fell another time, he brought me up again. Its a continuous non-stop. From there, he taught me sincerity. Tell me who wouldn't want to see someone fall and then struggling to get back up again? Me and my heart we got issues. Tu pasal I'm very impulsive and indecisive.


When something happen which I will not mention it here, I got no one to go to. And so I struggled. During that period, I of cause have gained what he has taught me for the past 2 years of friendship and apply it. He taught me how to be independent and it was Obvious that I was independently struggling to maintain my emotions and solving it. But I failed. BUT!!!

Do you guys realise that when you are stuck, when the person you hoping for just randomly msg/kol u but did not know anything about your problems, your brain starts functioning and you are stable. weird?? Hahaha!! That means you're In Love! Love is blind but you're not blind. Use your eyes, heart and mind to think. Stand up and keep faith in what you're doing. I'm keeping mine.


To Dearest you-know-who,
u noe aku ni suka tulis surat randomly. Surat2 smua bersepah mintak diserahkan pada kau. tapi aku malu la pasal SURAT sey yg dtg dari hati. cam paiseh la.itu maksud aku malu dengz!
Aku rindu kau itu je aku tau.
Aku syg kau dan itu je aku tau.
Org kata aku buta.


Butakah aku?





.Sunday, August 8, 2010 ' 7:55 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted

Me & My heart we got issues..

I just love The Saturdays!









.Monday, August 2, 2010 ' 7:16 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted

i got 4. 22 more for you. expect the unexpected. i hope kau tak jelak membaca klau da smpai ke tangan kau. simpan baik2 tau box tu yg tak lama lagik akan kau dpt.





.Sunday, August 1, 2010 ' 9:08 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted

Somebody said you got a new friend.
Does she loves you better than I can?
I know where you at, I bet she's around.

Yeah I know it's stupid ,
But I just got to see it for myself.

I'm in the corner watching you kiss her..
I'm right over here, why can't you see me?







THAT LADYY


a 23 years old Female enjoying every moment of her life with beautiful people; my family and friends. I lurve them to bits. Im in love with LILAC!! its obvious and everyone knows that!


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